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Miss weirdo.    Be My Friend  Credits. 
| Miss the old of us :"(
 Assalamualaikum and hai peeps :"* ! Uhm wanna story about him today :/ . K dah berapa hari kitaorang dah tak rapat snagat b, hm i dunno why . I'll try to be a nice girlf to you but hm . Yeah i know i'm not a perfect girlf to you . Nobody's perfect right ? From deep my heart yeah i love you so much . But how can i do ? If you do not love me anymore ? :') It sokay , i'm just fine . Who's care ? Hm nobody's care ! :'/ I miss the old of us , but i can't force you to be the old of you . There is so many memories of us , i just keep it in my heart and my diaries . Hm i know i make a lot mistakes to you . Make you broken hearted , mad , sad an everythings . I'm sorry , i'm useless . Thats all . i just hm kay i'm SORYY !!! Sometimes even though you're having a good time, you can't help but to stop and think about how much you miss the old times.I miss the days you held me and the days I hear your voice. I miss the days you were there. Us falling apart wasnt my choice. I miss the days, the feelings we used to show. But most of all I miss the guy that I thought I used to know. Yeah i miss the old of me too . I've changed a lot ? Idk~ Maybe i've to changed myself to be the new of me . Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love . Bye . :'** 
Qihah , i'm gonna miss you :'( !!!
 gonna forget you hm :/
 Assalamualaikum and hi peeps . Hm damn sedih gila doh macam ni . Hm why i can't forget about our memories ? hah why ? dah lah ayik termimpi mimpi je , hmm why ? err go away lah dream you make me sad not happy :'/ ! hm , semalam dia call aku then , err okay acting like i'm okay and happy but deeps inside err broken ..... Aku tahan je , cakap macam orang taktahu pape . Yeah , i know you will happy with someone else so i'll pray for you . So please forget about me :/ just go on with your new girls okay ? i just anggap you my bestfriends . hm yeah walaupun you throw me away , but i still anggap you kawan i . Just waste my time to hate you because nothing i can get if i hate you aite ~~ Hm you text i you cakap you still sayang i and can't forget me ? oh yeah me too . but i kena lupakan juga . I have to build a new life , so you have to go with your own life , and i will go my own new life okay ? From now , we're just friends okay ;') . Yeah firstly you cakap macam tu , i memang broken gila . Hmm , but it's sokay friends i akan cuba memahami you . So , thats all . Byebye :'* love you friends . Hm :'/
 Assalamualaikum and hi :/ hmm damn harini nangis lagi ! Hmm semua orang tak faham perasaan aku !!! err Kalau semua sakit hati sebab aku , let me die lah ! :') Hm :'/ pftt ya allah , kenapalah aku perlu dalam dunia kalau kewujudan akuni hanya untuk merosakkan kehidupan orang :'/ kenapa ? kalau lah aku hidup ni hanya untuk memberi masalah kepada orang hmm , take me . Let me goo ~~~ :/ *nangis* Hm , kenapalah hidup aku penuh dengan derita . Berapa banyak dugaan lagi yang aku kena lalui ? :'( . tolong lah , aku dah tak tahan dengan semua ni , perlu ke aku menangis seriap hari :/ takder siapa yang akan faham situasi aku ni :/. Hmm :'/ mesti smeua orang happy en kalau aku takder :"D ! Aku sayang kau :'/ , aku sayang kawan kawan yang lain and my family :'* ! Sincerely , Hijrah :'/  Assalamualaikum and hi peeps . if you want someone , treat her/his nicely . Don't make her/his heartbreak . It was like a test and trials when there are feelings like love and be loved. Suspicion is often present in my life every time I started to want to undergo a new relationship. Sometimes it makes me stuck and confused. Maybe it ever happen to you whatsoever. Black / White this time to bring you into a situation that has happened in your life and separation aku.Pertemuan all is in the hands of God. We just ordinary people with good planning happens but each of the stipulations of God. On a day without dirancangaku with friends to spend the weekend with a picnic on the river quite well known even in the state. Therein lies the meeting point called love. Behavior and the way he has brought my desire to get to know him better. Starting then, our relationship became closer almost every day we care for one another. His heart wanted to know the process say. It all started with a beautiful sheer. However, I thought promising until the afternoon but rain ditengahari. Way of thinking and outlook started to malfunction occur with resulting cracks in my relationship with him. In my situation increasingly depressed by now. Not unexpectedly, the person I used to love before present in diary life. Suddenly made me congested and clogged. I confess that last only natural but you still remain last sayanig I still love him even though I started it. From the psychological angle more strongly to people we love from people we love. For weeks I tried to understand my situation to choose which one is best for me. In the time that I have to do justice to ensure both parties do not suffer. Steps that I try to do is to give him a chance to me like the compromise. But I was a stalemate until I decided to break away and give you the chance to love me. Opportunities that exist not long lasting because of you that I love made me a rest before the trip as he wants. This is a risk in me and release him with an open heart without regret. Apparently, I'm not you. Finally, I missed both. Not me greedy but I want to choose the best for me. Maybe it says that celibacy is my fate then. In this situation for some show that I was adopting greedy or may not be fair. But what people know about me. We are only able to know what we want. I tried not to adopt "That can not be a dikendung chased berciciran". But it turns out the two are not dating me and allow what happened. Indeed, everything that happens quite favorable and only He is the One who knows. I can trust Him. Like I said before, we are just ordinary human beings who are able to plan, but He alone who determine what is best for ourselves. Do not make his wait eagerly for you, if you do not want .Every human want to choose the best for yourself and believe every meeting and every separation no separation there is definitely the next meeting. Courageous enough to face all this. #ohmyenglish Sincerely ,
Hijrah ♥
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