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Hello, I'm Nurul Hijrahtul Hidayah Bt Ruslan . I'm 15 years old .

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Dreams come true !

Assalamualaikum and hai :) . Semalam birthday aku yang ke_15 and yes that's was so wonderful moment . Guess what ? He proposed me ! Awh , i've been waiting for him for a long time and now my dreams come true :* ! Hm time dekat library tu,aku check phone dia bagi alasan nak bukak instagram sekali gambar crush dia keluar and i was like 'okay hijrah sabar sabar jangan nangis' then tahan je try to cheer up myself . Nobody knows i'm broken with him on that day . So duduk dekat sofa tu alone , bukak lagu tengok tasik tetiba air mata jatuh , terus pergi toilet . nasib takder orang nampak :') . Time tu dah rasa nak give up but tak boleh . So i'll keep it secret . Mira always bbm aku pasal dia but i deny it apa semua sebab aku rasa macam tak penting je benda tu . Tetiba one day ni,dia tweet pasal crush dia and i was like 'oh okay,maybe crush baru dia , but kenapa dia cakap "again fall in love" siapa dia ? what a lucky girl :(' since mira said that he still love me , i feel like what a happy life . He's still love me , um i wish he will be mine . Then sejak tu dapat whatsapp dengan dia :') , time birthday jugak dia propose aku ah what a special gift for me <3 Thankyou sayang , i just want you to know that i love you so much than you will ever know :**. So now he's mine , back off . I love you Epul :* !

Life must go on , just ignore what people said :')

Life goes on and we want to show we have the needed desire and strength to deal with the situation. A life well lived is a life where one finds peace within self, in appreciating the little things, and accepting the things that i can't change .I love my life! Even if i don't get what i want, when i want it, doesn't mean the world is against me, it just means God has other plans .uhm one mistake doesn't mean you are a complete failure . No matter how far you have travelled on the wrong road, you can turn back. I tried , i failed. i will try again. I may fail . I'll not stop. I will try again . I may still miss it but each time i try, i get closer to my mark and someday i'll achieve it . Btw i don't want to be foolish by someone again. Start from now , i cannot trust someone easily .

Sicerely ,
Hijrah :"*

Sabar selagi mampu .

Assalamualaikum and hai :') . Uhm for the firstly , i'm sorry because i ruin everything . Hm betul cakap diorang disebabkan aku , yang dulu kawan sekarang lawan . Aku punca segalanya ? uhm k aku terima seadanya . Aku ni bodoh , apa semua ? uhm k . I'm not blame mysef , i just repeat what they talking about me :') . Pleaselah , i'm tired of crying and i sick of everything . It was full of dramatic and i tired of this ! hanya allah saja yang tahu betapa sakitnya hati aku ni . Kalau boleh taknak bangun buat selamanya . But i'm thankful to allah because still give me a chance for life in this world , alhamdulillah :') . Separutnya aku memang tak patut kenal  diorang , sebab akhirnya akan jadi macam ni . Kalau aku tahu apa yang berlaku , aku takkan rapat and kenal dengan korang :')  . But kita hanya mampu merancang , allah yang menentukannya . Cukuplah hidup selama ni aku dah banyak menyusahkan orang and kena caci bagai . Dulu kan korang kawan baik , tapi kenapa sekarang perlu bermusuhan and lawan ? Berbaik je lah ? :) Tak baik bermusuhan sesama islam lama lama , bukan nak ceramah but it's truth ! At least berbaik je lah , if taknak rapat macam dulu . Please forgive me :( ?! Start from now , aku dah takkan kacau hidup korang lagi and taknak rosakkan kebahagian korang . So , hope you guys will be happy always ! :') . I just can pray for both of you , I'll try to move on , insyaallah , i'll try my best :') . Bye , assalamualaikum .

Sincerely ,
Hijrah :*

Useless girl

Assalamualaikum and hai peeps.Hm i feel i'm not worthy for you.Disebabkan i you dengan kawan kawan you dah tak macam dulu lagi :(.I'm sorry!!I ni cuma bala untuk you je :').Hm i'm not a nice girl to you .I make a lot mistakes to you and them to :"(.I'm sorry for everything.People like me unfit living in this world.sorry sebab selalu sakitkan hati you.I'm just a useless girl.Hope you will be happy with you new life and maybe your new girl.Hm that all for you.Uhm i felt ashamed for what i had done. I don't have any excuses. I did what i did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn't pawn this off on anybody. I'm sorry it happened. And ihurt people.Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are. And where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself. I really can't deny it, i am who i am. I'm pretty normal. I'm not that smooth type of girl. I run into things, i trip,  i say stupid things... I really don't have it all together.I wish that i don't want to be a useless girl anymore and i wish that i will live happily ever after.Lawl .I'm just a ordinary girls who keep the diaries.All expressions of my heart is in diary.No one can read it.It's only between me and allah.No one's know.Nobody's care.I'm weak.All memories i keep in my heart and my mind.Oh how i wish i can sleep for a thousand years and no wakes up.Thats all for today,bye :"**.

Memories :"**

I love them :"**  Gonna miss you qihah :'( !! I love you much ! :'***