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 Life must go on , just ignore what people said :')
 Life goes on and we want to show we have the needed desire and strength to deal with the situation. A life well lived is a life where one finds peace within self, in appreciating the little things, and accepting the things that i can't change .I love my life! Even if i don't get what i want, when i want it, doesn't mean the world is against me, it just means God has other plans .uhm one mistake doesn't mean you are a complete failure . No matter how far you have travelled on the wrong road, you can turn back. I tried , i failed. i will try again. I may fail . I'll not stop. I will try again . I may still miss it but each time i try, i get closer to my mark and someday i'll achieve it . Btw i don't want to be foolish by someone again. Start from now , i cannot trust someone easily . Sicerely , Hijrah :"* Sabar selagi mampu .
 Assalamualaikum and hai :') . Uhm for the firstly , i'm sorry because i ruin everything . Hm betul cakap diorang disebabkan aku , yang dulu kawan sekarang lawan . Aku punca segalanya ? uhm k aku terima seadanya . Aku ni bodoh , apa semua ? uhm k . I'm not blame mysef , i just repeat what they talking about me :') . Pleaselah , i'm tired of crying and i sick of everything . It was full of dramatic and i tired of this ! hanya allah saja yang tahu betapa sakitnya hati aku ni . Kalau boleh taknak bangun buat selamanya . But i'm thankful to allah because still give me a chance for life in this world , alhamdulillah :') . Separutnya aku memang tak patut kenal diorang , sebab akhirnya akan jadi macam ni . Kalau aku tahu apa yang berlaku , aku takkan rapat and kenal dengan korang :') . But kita hanya mampu merancang , allah yang menentukannya . Cukuplah hidup selama ni aku dah banyak menyusahkan orang and kena caci bagai . Dulu kan korang kawan baik , tapi kenapa sekarang perlu bermusuhan and lawan ? Berbaik je lah ? :) Tak baik bermusuhan sesama islam lama lama , bukan nak ceramah but it's truth ! At least berbaik je lah , if taknak rapat macam dulu . Please forgive me :( ?! Start from now , aku dah takkan kacau hidup korang lagi and taknak rosakkan kebahagian korang . So , hope you guys will be happy always ! :') . I just can pray for both of you , I'll try to move on , insyaallah , i'll try my best :') . Bye , assalamualaikum . Sincerely , Hijrah :* Useless girl
 Assalamualaikum and hai peeps.Hm i feel i'm not worthy for you.Disebabkan i you dengan kawan kawan you dah tak macam dulu lagi :(.I'm sorry!!I ni cuma bala untuk you je :').Hm i'm not a nice girl to you .I make a lot mistakes to you and them to :"(.I'm sorry for everything.People like me unfit living in this world.sorry sebab selalu sakitkan hati you.I'm just a useless girl.Hope you will be happy with you new life and maybe your new girl.Hm that all for you.Uhm i felt ashamed for what i had done. I don't have any excuses. I did what i did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn't pawn this off on anybody. I'm sorry it happened. And ihurt people.Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are. And where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself. I really can't deny it, i am who i am. I'm pretty normal. I'm not that smooth type of girl. I run into things, i trip, i say stupid things... I really don't have it all together.I wish that i don't want to be a useless girl anymore and i wish that i will live happily ever after.Lawl .I'm just a ordinary girls who keep the diaries.All expressions of my heart is in diary.No one can read it.It's only between me and allah.No one's know.Nobody's care.I'm weak.All memories i keep in my heart and my mind.Oh how i wish i can sleep for a thousand years and no wakes up.Thats all for today,bye :"**. Memories :"**
    
I love them :"** Gonna miss you qihah :'( !! I love you much ! :'***
Miss the old of us :"(
 Assalamualaikum and hai peeps :"* ! Uhm wanna story about him today :/ . K dah berapa hari kitaorang dah tak rapat snagat b, hm i dunno why . I'll try to be a nice girlf to you but hm . Yeah i know i'm not a perfect girlf to you . Nobody's perfect right ? From deep my heart yeah i love you so much . But how can i do ? If you do not love me anymore ? :') It sokay , i'm just fine . Who's care ? Hm nobody's care ! :'/ I miss the old of us , but i can't force you to be the old of you . There is so many memories of us , i just keep it in my heart and my diaries . Hm i know i make a lot mistakes to you . Make you broken hearted , mad , sad an everythings . I'm sorry , i'm useless . Thats all . i just hm kay i'm SORYY !!! Sometimes even though you're having a good time, you can't help but to stop and think about how much you miss the old times.I miss the days you held me and the days I hear your voice. I miss the days you were there. Us falling apart wasnt my choice. I miss the days, the feelings we used to show. But most of all I miss the guy that I thought I used to know. Yeah i miss the old of me too . I've changed a lot ? Idk~ Maybe i've to changed myself to be the new of me . Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love . Bye . :'** 
Qihah , i'm gonna miss you :'( !!!
 gonna forget you hm :/
 Assalamualaikum and hi peeps . Hm damn sedih gila doh macam ni . Hm why i can't forget about our memories ? hah why ? dah lah ayik termimpi mimpi je , hmm why ? err go away lah dream you make me sad not happy :'/ ! hm , semalam dia call aku then , err okay acting like i'm okay and happy but deeps inside err broken ..... Aku tahan je , cakap macam orang taktahu pape . Yeah , i know you will happy with someone else so i'll pray for you . So please forget about me :/ just go on with your new girls okay ? i just anggap you my bestfriends . hm yeah walaupun you throw me away , but i still anggap you kawan i . Just waste my time to hate you because nothing i can get if i hate you aite ~~ Hm you text i you cakap you still sayang i and can't forget me ? oh yeah me too . but i kena lupakan juga . I have to build a new life , so you have to go with your own life , and i will go my own new life okay ? From now , we're just friends okay ;') . Yeah firstly you cakap macam tu , i memang broken gila . Hmm , but it's sokay friends i akan cuba memahami you . So , thats all . Byebye :'* love you friends . Hm :'/
 Assalamualaikum and hi :/ hmm damn harini nangis lagi ! Hmm semua orang tak faham perasaan aku !!! err Kalau semua sakit hati sebab aku , let me die lah ! :') Hm :'/ pftt ya allah , kenapalah aku perlu dalam dunia kalau kewujudan akuni hanya untuk merosakkan kehidupan orang :'/ kenapa ? kalau lah aku hidup ni hanya untuk memberi masalah kepada orang hmm , take me . Let me goo ~~~ :/ *nangis* Hm , kenapalah hidup aku penuh dengan derita . Berapa banyak dugaan lagi yang aku kena lalui ? :'( . tolong lah , aku dah tak tahan dengan semua ni , perlu ke aku menangis seriap hari :/ takder siapa yang akan faham situasi aku ni :/. Hmm :'/ mesti smeua orang happy en kalau aku takder :"D ! Aku sayang kau :'/ , aku sayang kawan kawan yang lain and my family :'* ! Sincerely , Hijrah :'/  Assalamualaikum and hi peeps . if you want someone , treat her/his nicely . Don't make her/his heartbreak . It was like a test and trials when there are feelings like love and be loved. Suspicion is often present in my life every time I started to want to undergo a new relationship. Sometimes it makes me stuck and confused. Maybe it ever happen to you whatsoever. Black / White this time to bring you into a situation that has happened in your life and separation aku.Pertemuan all is in the hands of God. We just ordinary people with good planning happens but each of the stipulations of God. On a day without dirancangaku with friends to spend the weekend with a picnic on the river quite well known even in the state. Therein lies the meeting point called love. Behavior and the way he has brought my desire to get to know him better. Starting then, our relationship became closer almost every day we care for one another. His heart wanted to know the process say. It all started with a beautiful sheer. However, I thought promising until the afternoon but rain ditengahari. Way of thinking and outlook started to malfunction occur with resulting cracks in my relationship with him. In my situation increasingly depressed by now. Not unexpectedly, the person I used to love before present in diary life. Suddenly made me congested and clogged. I confess that last only natural but you still remain last sayanig I still love him even though I started it. From the psychological angle more strongly to people we love from people we love. For weeks I tried to understand my situation to choose which one is best for me. In the time that I have to do justice to ensure both parties do not suffer. Steps that I try to do is to give him a chance to me like the compromise. But I was a stalemate until I decided to break away and give you the chance to love me. Opportunities that exist not long lasting because of you that I love made me a rest before the trip as he wants. This is a risk in me and release him with an open heart without regret. Apparently, I'm not you. Finally, I missed both. Not me greedy but I want to choose the best for me. Maybe it says that celibacy is my fate then. In this situation for some show that I was adopting greedy or may not be fair. But what people know about me. We are only able to know what we want. I tried not to adopt "That can not be a dikendung chased berciciran". But it turns out the two are not dating me and allow what happened. Indeed, everything that happens quite favorable and only He is the One who knows. I can trust Him. Like I said before, we are just ordinary human beings who are able to plan, but He alone who determine what is best for ourselves. Do not make his wait eagerly for you, if you do not want .Every human want to choose the best for yourself and believe every meeting and every separation no separation there is definitely the next meeting. Courageous enough to face all this. #ohmyenglish Sincerely ,
Hijrah ♥
Hi october :')
 Assalamualaikum and hi peeps :* ! Anyway hi october bye september :) ! I wish that this month will be my happiest month ever :** !!! Hmm , i think i fall for you ~ Sejak dia tegur aku , fuh melting habis :'D ! Hahaha , okay . Err , bila tengok dia je , eh melting gila . Haha comel >.< , my mom pun cakap dia comel :3 . Hehehe xD . Dear crush , i already fall in love with you :'* ! Hehe , How i wish you will be mine :'3 ... *dream for a second* Oh yeah , i'm a day dreamer , haha suka berangan xD . Aku update ni ada ke kena mengena dengan october ? haha ada kot sikit :p . Okay hijrah dah start merepek ~~ Oh dear , i don't know why i'm falling for you . Hmm :/ Sejak dia tegur tu lah aku fall in love hahaha :3 . I used to spend every day thinking about you. When you walked by, I lost myself. Do you know what that's like? To love somebody so much but not have them love you back? You miss the way I looked at you. Well I don't miss the way you didn't look at me.You're the first thing I think of when I wake up in the morning. You're the last thing I think of before I go to sleep. Through out the day you are always on my mind. At night, when I am sleeping, you are in my dreams. I guess I should tell you I love you in my dream ~~ lalala . Okay thats all for today , byebye :* ! Sincerely , Hijrah ❤ Farah ! I'm sorry :'/ !
 Assalamualaikum and hi guys :) ! Kenapa hari ni hari yang sedih buat aku . Harini memang "sad day" eh ? Err ._. weh aku mintak maaf sangat-sangat , seriously takada niat pun nak berahsia dengan kau , nak sakitkan hati kau . Aku mengaku , memang aku tahu semua pasal tu . Bila kau cakap pasal waiting for him until five month tu kan ? Aku dah rasa something wrong somewhere . Lepas tu je , everyday aku stalk diorang . sampailah satu masa , apa yang aku syak selama ni memang betul -.- . Aku nak bagitahu kau tapi rasa serba salah . So , aku bagitahulah sofiya and syasya je . Then , harini ? Hmmm kebenaran tu terbongkar yang kau dapat tahu .... kan ? So , terpaksalah bagi tahu perkara yang sebenar . Yelah kan kalau tak bagi tahu pun , lama kelamaan kau akan tahu jugak kan ? Tak sampai hati rasanyer :'/ . Mad with me ? i'm sorry ... Hmm k weh ,i hope you can forget all about him #takpaksa . jangan mudah terpedaya k ? Sorry for all :/ Okay thats all byebye . Sincerely , Hijrah ♥ OMG *melting* ♥_♥
 Assalamualaikum and hello . Omg tadi pergi shopping mall , sungai buluh . Penat oh pusing satu mall tu haish dah lah besar :p . Then , tengok phone . Try pujuk abah nak beli blackberry , then abah cakap boleh tapi kena guna duit raya then abah tambah . yeay ! :'D . Janji mesti ditepati walaupun tak janji just cakap :3 haha xD . Dia tu boleh plak nak beli phone baru . Haih dah ada iphone nak beli samsung plus ker apa entah tadi . But phone tu awesome , kita cakap jer dia terus type . Time dekat kaunter bayaran depan tu ada tempat jual phone . ternampak seorang lelaki ni , aku tengok kakak dia macam kenal jer . Then tengok adik dia pulak . OMG ! It's that Fimie ?! *melting* Ngek aku dah melting gila dekat situ tengok dia . Aww handsomenyer ! Haha mak aku tengok je aku senyum senyum tadi then gelak xD . Haha apalah orang tengah melting ni :'3 . hoho ruginyer aku tak tengok phone dekat situ haish boleh duduk sebelah dia tadi haha :'p . Duduk kat belakang jarak dua meter pun dailah xD . K hijrah k . haish . Haha k thats aku dah melting habis ni . :'3 Byebye :*  Hijrah ♥ Life ♥
 Assalamualaikum and hello . Today i fell so sad :'/ hmm nobody knows what I feel except allah and me :/ . suka pendam perasaan sorang sorang , yeah thats me :') . Malas nak luahkan perasaan dekat orang dah , hmm nak simpan seorang diri sahaja . Since that day , i feels like empty . Luaran memang aku nampak happy but dalam hati empty and nothing . Aku jadi macam tu semuanyer sebab kau !? Hmm nak buat macam mana kan . Hais me forever alone , macam tu lah :'p . Hehe lawl . k dah lupakan pasal tu , buat sakit hati je kalau nak diingatkan balik . Err . Change topic .... Haa crush ? hmm nak ada or taknak eh ? Hmm tapi kan kalau ada pun . hanya menyakitkan hati sahaja kan . Dah bagi harapan , buang macam tu je . Bab kata pepatah : "habis madu sepah dibuang macam tu sahaja" . Haha lawl dah ada yang baru buang yang lama . Haha saja je ni , takder kena mengena dengan aku pun :'p . Hmm . Untunglah ada orang sayang , boleh text everyday , otp everyday , dating :p , haha . Aku ? takder . Hmm kasih sayang daripada parents lagi best :'3 , text dalam mimpi , otp dalam mimpi and dating pun dalam mimpi . Haha :D Kalau time aku tidur , tengah mimpi best best memang lama lah aku tidur , jadi sleeping beauty pun takper . Macam dalam cerita "sleeping beauty " tu terkena jarum terus tidur forever . But bila cinta sejati dia datang cium dia terus bangun :'3 Aww . Lawl haha tetibe cerita pasal sleeping beauty ni pahal . Haha k k dah . Change topic plak ... Haa haa "aku nak jadi pandai ! nak jadi pandai ! nak jadi pandai ! Hmm , jealous tengok orang yang pandai result bagus je , dapat A banyak . :'/ Me ? hmm so sad . "Ya allah kau permudahkanlah segala urusanku , kau permudahkanlah aku untuk menerima ilmu , kau terangkanlah hatiku dan kau lapangkanlah dadaku " :'/ *crying* Lawl aku update blog sambil menangis ? Hah yelah hijrah yelah :'/ . Kalau boleh aku nak tumpukan pada pelajaran je but hmm entahlah otak asyik ingat twitter , skype , youtube , blogger . Haih yelahkan perempaun kan ada 9 nafsu :'3 1 akal . but kenapa eh ? Even girls only have 1 mind , dia boleh tahu mana yang benar mana yang salah . dia punya fikiran straight je . Hehe pape je lah . Ayah and mak aku selalu ingatkan aku nasihatkan aku "Belajarlah , jangan asyik nak online je , ilmu bukanyer boleh datang macam tu je kalau tak usaha . Macam mana nak pandai kalau asyik layan internet je , kalau layan internet untuk belajar takperlah jugak . Ini asyik twitter , youtube . Nak online boleh but belajar tu penting , nak online tu time hari cuti je lah . Haa sembahyang tu jangan tinggal , kalau pandai pun , sembahyang tak takder guna . Lepas sembahyang tu berdoa , baca al quran sehari 1 muka surat pun takper asalkan jangan tinggal . nak ada ilmu kena lah usaha , solat . Jangan nak lawan cakap ibu dengan abah , ni tak baru cakap sikit dah "eh lah itulah " Cuba cakap elok elok . Cikgu ajar tumpukan perhatian , jangan nak fikir benda lain plak , jangan nak lawan cakap cikgu . Kalau boleh ibu dengan abah ni nak tengok anak dia berjaya dunia dan akhirat " . me : hmm k :/ Hah see dah hafal ayat diorang .:'3 .Haish bila diingatkan balik betullah apa yang mak ayah aku cakap tu . Tapi aku ni sekejap je berubah , nanti buat lagi . Yelah kan syaitan ni tak habis habis nak menyesatkan manusia . Haih sibuk je . Semua kau punya pasal ! :p Haha . K dah change topic ..... Haha xD . Hmm kalau bolehkan aku nak tukar sekolah , nak pindah :/ . But macam boleh je kan . Kalau masuk asrama pun tunggu lepas PMR lah kan . memang lama pun nak tunggu saat saat tu . Anyway aku sekarang ni dah macam takder perasaan . Sedih and takder mood walaupun nampak happy . Tengok orang lain happy je , but aku ? Hmm fikiran entah kemana . Lagipun aku ni tak penting pun kan . :/ Yang aku harapkan aku nak berjaya dekat dunia dan akhirat . Mati dalam keadaan yang beriman ... Amin :') ... Aku suka buat fake smile ? So what ? orang takder perasaan kan . happy dengan sedih sama je bagi aku :'/ . Hmm dahlah lagi nak menangis aku dibuatnyer .  sincerely , Hijrah ♥ Dear future boyfriend / husband ....
Assalamualaikum and Hi people :3 Okay today i'm not going to school anyway :p hehe . Actly , bosan gila tak tahu nak buat apa , so blogging je lah kan :> . Hah nak update pasal characteristics of a boyfriend or husband that I want :3 haha . Okay takder kerja oh nak update pasal ni :p . Haish . Okay .  The characteristics of a boyfriend or husband that I want : :> a PRAYBOY not a PLAYBOY ! :> cook with me or for me :> care for me :> don't talk to other girls than me :> call me nice things :> text or call me randomly :> make me laugh when i'm sad :> show me what a real love is :> not a smooker :p :> fight for me :> hardworking person :3 hehe :> protect me :> understand when somethings wrong :> tell me everything :> trust me to 100 percent and i will trust you back ;) :> tell me what is on his heart :> loves me back not call me back :p haha :D :> respect me and my descision , will respect you back  So thats all maybe :3 . Byebye :* sincerely , Hijrah ♥ fever oh fever
 Assalamualikum and hi :D ! Haha k bosan actly . Woah doctor give me 3 days for rest :3 peh heaven , haha xD . Anyway doktor cakap badan aku kurang air then urat dah makin kecut . nanti kalau sakit susah nak cucuk masuk air dalam badan . Haish apa apa je lah . K bab bab cucuk ni ni memang aku takut . Time masuk bilik pemeriksaan kali kedua nasib tak kena masuk air :3 fuhh hahah k good then (Y) . Hehe bosan plak duduk rumah . Aku duduk rumah bukannyer buat apa pun . Haish online then kalau bosan tengok tv . Kalau bosan jugak tidur jer lah kerja aku :3 . Hehe takder kerja aku update blog pasal fever fever ni . Bosan macam nilah jadinyer . harini dahlah suara aku takder haish , nasib dah okay sikit . Kalau tak , nak cakap pun tersekat sekat macam radio . Haish whateverlah . K k thats all byebye :* . sincerely , Hijrah ♥ Ramadhan Al Mubarak :')
 Assalamualaikum . Happy Fasting For All Umat Islam . Hah bila dengar kisah nabi menangis semata mata nak sambut bulan ramadhan , aww terharu :') . Bulan puasa ni lah semua umat islam berlumba lumba nak dapatkan perhala yang berlipat kali ganda :> . Allah dah buat promosi , apa lagi kejar lah kan . Haha yeah :D . Okay tetibe aku ceramah pasal agama ni dah kenapa . Alahai hijrah hijrah . Haha today aku semangat gila bangun nak sahur :3 . Haha muka aku ceria jer :D ceh wah . Lepas sahur jer online twitter , woah TL laju nampak semua cakap pasal sahur and solat subuh . Okay . After done with my subuh prayer , i read al quran :'3 . Hehe first time baca al quran lepas solat subuh selalunyer lepas maghrib . I thought if i can lah , nak habiskan sampai 30 juzuq dalam sebulan ni . Insyaallah . Okay thats all byebye :* . sincerely , Hijrah ♥ I've had a few crush's so I have a lot of these ones!
 Hello and assalamualaikum guys :) . Hey you are crush ?!. You know what , i fall in love with you since i was form 1 until now :/ . Aku suka selama setahun lebih tahu tak :'3 . Hmm okay . I thought if you couple with someone , i will stop for loving you :'/ . It's so sad aite . Hmm k . How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is.The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. . Okay apa aku merepek ni >.< . Thats all for today byebye :* . sincerely , Hijrah ♥ Sad :'/
Assalamualaikum and hello guys . Okay today ada seorang hamba allah ni pindah :'/ . Okay sedih gila ! Arr nak jer menjerit . Err time rehat kitaorang pergi kelas 2 Firasat sebab nak jumpa rabbani then vain , but hmm takperlah ramai plak . Okay aku duduk jer tengok diorang vain . Then , tetibe rab nangis haha illyas pujuk dia aww comelnyer korang ! Alolo :'> . Okay it's so sad :'/ . Hmm pahal lah tetibe jer air mata aku keluar bila tengok rabbani nangis tadi ?! arr okay :'( . Weh pahal pindah cepat sangat doh ?! Haish , i hope you never forget us ! We will miss you ! :'> . It's so hard to let you go , friends ! Hmm . Then , time nak dekat balik kitaorang ajak dia keluar . Bila jer dia keluar illayas dengan siapa entah baling telur dekat dia ?! Haha k kesian nyer but lawak xD . Bila jer keluar dari sekolah tu , kiraorang baling tepung dekat dia ! Haha habis dah boleh buat kek aku tengok xD . Haha then . dia nak naik bas , abang tu tak kasi sebab nanti takut kotor , lawl kuajaq gila ! >.< Haish . Okay yeay sempat jugak vain dengan dia :'3 .          Thats all :* ! Okay never forget this moment :'> . We will miss you ! Don't ever forget us :/ !
sincerely , Hijrah ♥ Funny :DD
 Hello readers . okay harini everytime kiteorang asyik gelak jer . First , time belajar sainslah asyik buat lawak bodoh jer LOL haha :DD . kay fine kay fine xD . Then harisalah start dulu ejek orang gelak lah apalah haish -,- . haha okay harisa okay ! sabar jer lah haha . jahat oh dia ni suka sangat perli orang hahaha xD . then time waktu pendidikan kesihatan , cikgu takder so lepak dengan aqhmah and aisyah haha LOL . diorang sembang takpernah kantoii dengan cikgu #jealous . bak kata aqhmah muka baik kan ~ haha kay fine kay fine xD . then kitaorang buat lawak lawak bodoh macam biasa , LOl . everytime we're laugh and everyday we're laugh ;D huh so tired ` but happy . apa aku merepek ni pun taktahulah -_- . then time solat asr , kitaorang gelak-gelak lagi haha . sembang pasal polident lah colgate lah LOL hahah . then fieqah cakap 'eh harisa kau pakai gigi palsu eh ?' then harisa cakap' hotak kau haha mana adalah ngok , ni yang pakai gigi palsu ni . ' haha apalah kau fieqah sukahati jer cakap orang pakai gigi palsu , kalau dia pakai gigi palsu dah lama time makan dia bukak , hahahaha :DDDD okay okay enough !! then , paling tak best nyer , syasya plak tak datang sekolah -,- haish kesian kau demam pulak -,- aku pun nak demam jugak . xD hehe eh aku rindu kau lah syasya :* nanti datang sekolah tau . makan ubat tu selalu bagi cepat sihat ;) ouh then aku rindu someone yang aku tersangatlah sayang :* heheh . bila you nak online huh ? haish penat i tunggu you tapi tak online pun -,- okay fine . ouh lupa you demam kan ? macam mana nak online -,- haih okay okay . lagi nak cerita apa erk , dah tak ada maybe . okay thats all byebye bloggie me love you :*
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